Now I don't know a lot, I know a little bit about everything that I want to know about. Growing up school was always hard for me because its not something that I liked. I am a very hands on person when it comes to learning. Some people are just blessed to be book smart and some others struggle in that area. I was blessed to have a mother who knew how I was when it came to school. I went to Elementary school I was home schooled in 6th grade went back to school for 7, 8 and 9th grade. The stress of homework and growing up and the way I learned was giving me a few heart problems when I was in 9th grade, I decided to be home schooled my sophomore year of high school to see how that worked. It was hard to get up and learn in your pj's well not hard but actually doing it was a struggle but my mother made it fun for me, she helped me and we took the time we needed to to learn what I needed to. We did other things that helped me learn not just the subjects of school but other things that would help me in the future when I would become a mother and a wife. We did arts and crafts, sewing, cooking and budgeting. I loved being able to learn the things that I wanted to learn and knew that I was good at. I ended up being home schooled for the rest of my high school years.
I was still able to do other things with other teenagers I wasn't a home body like people think home schoolers are. I was able to go to football and basketball games I was able to go to proms and church activities, I also was able to have my first job working for McAlisters Deli which helped me earn some money as a teenager. I was blessed to have a Popaw who bought me my first car at age 16 which got me around to all the places I needed to go. As a teenager its hard growing up you have to start thinking about what you want to do for the rest of your life as a career, you have to start thinking about getting married, if you wanna serve a mission what your goal is. Its a stressful thing being a teenager, you go through good friends and bad friends that either help you along the way or knock you down which helps you realize who you really are and what you are really worth. I am so thankful that I had / have the family that I do I don't think I would have been able to make it through those years without there love and support many late night talks and cries never knowing what was going to happen losing people in your life who maybe you thought were supposed to be in it. I always knew that I had my family to go to for anything which is such a wonderful thing because lots of people don't have that relationship with there parents or family at all.
Growing up I had it easy on the career part because being a hair stylist was something that I always wanted to do as a little girl I will always remember doing all of my friends hair and make up. I followed my dream and became exactly what I always wanted to be and im so glad that I did that. You have to do what you love or you are not going to be happy. Sometimes you have to bust your butt and in the end its always worth it. I cant wait to be able to be a stay at home mom and also do what I love on the side. Its always been a dream of mine to have an area in my future home where I can still do others hair and also be home with my kids.
Lately I have just been so overwhelmed with love for my sweet husband. Now we are only 5 months married and I don't know a lot about marriage but like I said in the beginning I don't know a lot, but I know a lot about what I want to know about and that is love. Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.
I wish that I could show you all my heart and all of the love that I have for my husband and my best friend I cannot wait to start a wonderful family together and be able to learn and grow and always enjoy each others company for the rest of our life. I cant wait to grow old together and still share the same love that we have for each other now. Never let that go, never let anything get in your way of you and your loved one they should always come first on your list. The world is such a hard place to live in you have happiness and sadness and heartbreak you have fear and nervousness and all of these emotions in you that can cause stress and anxiety. Always know that you have your wonderful Heavenly Father to lean on when you need him the most he is always there to listen to you. I have such a strong testimony of the wonderful gospel of Jesus Christ I know that if you ask he will answer never be afraid, never feel like you do not have anyone because you do.
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